Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Changes

Stability + my life = Non existent.

Fuck trying to make that happen.

'Tis ok. I've learned how to become a chameleon. Sometimes I'm a nice shade of lime green and other times...

a dark, disgusting shade of charcoal black.

Change is good right?

No, not always.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Anything we can do to help??

YKW

Smileygirl said...

Pray. That is all. Thank you though for asking. I'm going to turn into one of those cold hearted people who just doesn't give a shit anymore. I think that's easier than actually feeling.

karen gerstenberger said...

Laura, say what you will, but you don't have that kind of heart. =)
I'm sorry it's so hard right now. Please remember that you are loved and supported, especially from over here. Sending big warm hugs & kisses from all of us, especially Latte!

Kelly said...

I thought the new word was "Feck"? Feck that, huh? :)

Smileygirl said...

Oh yes, I should have used Feck instead. My attempt to give up swearing certainly didn't last very long! But sometimes feck just doesn't cut it. Just ask Joe Biden.

Mindy said...
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Live For Today said...

One of my favorite songs. I may post on fb. Message me if you need to vent.

Anne Good said...

Thinking of you. I think we all have those "fuck it" times in our lives. I hope you can get out of yours soon!

keltban said...

Sorry to hear that things are going bad....hopefully they'll turn around??? Hopefully!

ChiTown Girl said...

You know how to get a hold of me if you need to vent, and drop a few "fecks."

Tracey Axnick said...

Life is full of seasons, and you're just going through a monsoon right now. The sun will shine again.... I promise. Just keep muddling through. Part of life.

Read Philippians. It's Paul's most joyous letter and he wrote it when he was in chains.

Hope always rises to the top.... don't forget....

Tracey Axnick said...

... and swing by my new blog (just click on my name)... I just put a post there that will make you laugh. True story. People are ODD. (But funny.)