I was going to keep this upbeat then, but it's just too hard to fake it right now.
The last few days have been rough. Can't even express it all through words.
My sister decided to fly up on Monday and spend the week with me. I need her there. It gives me something to look forward to. We have been texting back and forth most of the road trip today and were discussing all the things we'll do. Most everything would be outdoors. Now that we're all settled in the hotel room I decided to check the weather and let her know what to pack.
I did NOT expect this.
I feel awful and don't want to subject her to this, especially when it's her first time visiting.
Especially when we just left this. (for the record, last time S. Cal had any rainfall was May 24th and I recall how much of a grump ass I was that day. Tom will attest to this as well.)
I know I'm not even there yet but I can say with a bit of certainty, I don't think I'm going to last very long.
And it's probably time to change the name of this blog.